Thursday, January 1, 2009

mY UNhappY last days of the YEAR. Happy New Year to everyone

Hi everyone. today is really not my day. although i'm workin last day at the petrol station. but i happen to meet a nasty and stubborn customer scold me coz of a small matter.sory dun really wanna say abt the matter. but i should say back to this customer but keep quiet all along. well it's a small matter, but to me hurt my pride. N i juz cry out. dunno y i cant be patient n keep myself calm. today i have been feeling down even workin at the resataurant. now i have to find another job or else my money surely get lesser. coz i'm no more workin there.

sorry juz wanna say out in my blog,coz dun wanna put in my heart,or else i have been cryin till my eye is swollen, although wanna forget but i cant,it hurt me when i tink of it.
well this sentence is to the bloody idiot,lan jiao,kanasei,nothing to do and say bloody words customer motherfucker customer, chao ji bie. I'm not a person who gonna let u step again. go eat shit, bloody hell customer. when i'm the boss, i c u in my shop, i'm not gonna let u in my shop, i'm not gonna earn ur blooody money. coz i dun wanna let my staff kana say by ur bloody mouth. u lan jiao customer, chao ji bie. u better dun let me see u, i use my eyes stare at u till u will see my power of starin to scare u den ur bloody mouth sayin bloody idiot words to me.chao ji bie.

i have been tinkin of my plan workin, findin another short course to learn, open another blog to sell my cakes, dessert and pastries.but i'm not up to tat standard. but still nice la. and i also decided to go holiday at chinese new year, i dun feel like celebrating, i dun like to see singapore. it's a nightmare to me. i have worst memories here. and nice memories.

i have been tinkin abt my second ex gf today, i'm feeling down, i wanna see her, i juz wan a hug from her. juz wanna feel warmth. but i reject this tinkin coz i tink back when i'm with her the days.i'll stop tinkin. when i c her now, i still tink it's not the right time to ask for tat patch, coz i'm not ready for tat, or i doesnt understand her after few mths, i might be busy with my stuff so wont go understand it. juz dun feel like being attached, so wont tell her wat i'm tinkin. coz the way i c her, she still haven really wat i'm tinkin of.

it's really confirm i'm going to bintan island for 3 days 2 nite. well i did let my mother worry, but i dun really like to stay at singapore to see the surrounding. it remind me alot things and make me stress, i shouldnt tink, but i should say i'm totally down today. i already tell mum tat i'm not gonna spend $100 on new yr clothes. will spend on my trip. although i have things to buy, but i decide to go trip. so wont tink abt buying.i juz need relax. i will spent few hundred buck for my trip. i'm gonna plan for my wk to be busy. or else, money lesser, i shouldnt go trip but still go le, i should say myself tat my stubborness is still have in me, i should forget and dun tink abt it, den wont happen le ma. and i didnt tell my parent abt wat happen coz they dunnno i workin as pump attendant. so as not to let them worry. i will plan properly for my trip and money and my wk to be busy and money too..

well last to say HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE.hope everyone smooth with everything. thank for seeing my blog.

Posted by Ah Jac at 12:20 AM