Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Hi hi... i'm been busy workin, studyin,meetin fren, enjoy lunch,dinner with my family and frenz. Usually is this wk, coz of chinese new year, hehe... anyway my life is alright, juz keep on workin and get more money in, and one more things is i'm going short holiday at chinese new year. YEAH!!! I'm bad la never celebrate with my family. anyway i'll prepare everything first for my family before i go holiday peacefully. tat's y i'm busy with my mum buyin chinese new year goods. N i also will go temple to pray for my peaceful holiday. ^_^ i make butter cookies for my frenz, classmates, colleague and Families too. i will make butter cake for them too. they ask me to make. oh, this sat will be my busy days, tat's y i never go drink coz last fri i drink till 5am. oh late for my work next day. i cant make it for this wk coz i'm going holiday on sun morning 11am. hehe. N somemore the lady boss ask me to work for few hrs on sun juz to make the cheesecake for her. i wanna say her lor. i did say her few times coz she's not a gd boss at all. yet work for her like an idiot. N i muz get up early, so i can finish it on time and i dun wanna miss my holiday. lucky lady boss give me taxi fare, she dun give la, i'm surely dun work for her one. coz her money is not worth it, at least i get the money from my another part time job to cover up my holiday trip. Haiz... anyway i muz prepare everything on sat, at least sun wont rush. i hope everything will be alright before i go my trip. oh ya, i havent say i go where, i'm going bintan island with baking classmates for 3day 2nites. ^_^ i'm gonna miss my family.

N my second ex gf keep on msg me this wk but never reply her, but did reply sometime. in the end it's my fault to argue. i dunno y. i juz dun feel right from her, i juz keep on tinking if i'm with her, wat should i do, i juz feel tat she can be my first love appearance and mature better, i would love her, haiz... but my mind is blank when i c her msg, dunno wat to say. i thought to myself tat she might not be the right gal. juz cant find it from her tat make me to have feeling. i juz dunno how to face her. when i c her, i will treat her as frenz, so as to knoe her slowly so this patching up with is success, but she juz make it bad, n make me feel awkward to her again. it's true tat i have memories of my first ex, coz i regret it. so the second ex is like changing of myself not to make mistake to my first ex. but i never tink in the first place, now i'm bad gal tat make her hurt alot. so i make a mistake again, i feel tired tat my second ex cant understand or she dun understand the meaning. i make a mistake to my first ex, tat i tell her tat i wan a mature one. but now is the opposite way coz my second ex gf is still the same as my first ex. haiz, anyway i cant find a right one till age of 30. nvm. i juz gotta keep on concentrate my studies and working, coz money come in more...

i will say HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE...
Propersity to everyone. take care everyone,
Thank you for seeing my blog.

Posted by Ah Jac at 12:00 AM

Thursday, January 1, 2009

mY UNhappY last days of the YEAR. Happy New Year to everyone

Hi everyone. today is really not my day. although i'm workin last day at the petrol station. but i happen to meet a nasty and stubborn customer scold me coz of a small matter.sory dun really wanna say abt the matter. but i should say back to this customer but keep quiet all along. well it's a small matter, but to me hurt my pride. N i juz cry out. dunno y i cant be patient n keep myself calm. today i have been feeling down even workin at the resataurant. now i have to find another job or else my money surely get lesser. coz i'm no more workin there.

sorry juz wanna say out in my blog,coz dun wanna put in my heart,or else i have been cryin till my eye is swollen, although wanna forget but i cant,it hurt me when i tink of it.
well this sentence is to the bloody idiot,lan jiao,kanasei,nothing to do and say bloody words customer motherfucker customer, chao ji bie. I'm not a person who gonna let u step again. go eat shit, bloody hell customer. when i'm the boss, i c u in my shop, i'm not gonna let u in my shop, i'm not gonna earn ur blooody money. coz i dun wanna let my staff kana say by ur bloody mouth. u lan jiao customer, chao ji bie. u better dun let me see u, i use my eyes stare at u till u will see my power of starin to scare u den ur bloody mouth sayin bloody idiot words to me.chao ji bie.

i have been tinkin of my plan workin, findin another short course to learn, open another blog to sell my cakes, dessert and pastries.but i'm not up to tat standard. but still nice la. and i also decided to go holiday at chinese new year, i dun feel like celebrating, i dun like to see singapore. it's a nightmare to me. i have worst memories here. and nice memories.

i have been tinkin abt my second ex gf today, i'm feeling down, i wanna see her, i juz wan a hug from her. juz wanna feel warmth. but i reject this tinkin coz i tink back when i'm with her the days.i'll stop tinkin. when i c her now, i still tink it's not the right time to ask for tat patch, coz i'm not ready for tat, or i doesnt understand her after few mths, i might be busy with my stuff so wont go understand it. juz dun feel like being attached, so wont tell her wat i'm tinkin. coz the way i c her, she still haven really wat i'm tinkin of.

it's really confirm i'm going to bintan island for 3 days 2 nite. well i did let my mother worry, but i dun really like to stay at singapore to see the surrounding. it remind me alot things and make me stress, i shouldnt tink, but i should say i'm totally down today. i already tell mum tat i'm not gonna spend $100 on new yr clothes. will spend on my trip. although i have things to buy, but i decide to go trip. so wont tink abt buying.i juz need relax. i will spent few hundred buck for my trip. i'm gonna plan for my wk to be busy. or else, money lesser, i shouldnt go trip but still go le, i should say myself tat my stubborness is still have in me, i should forget and dun tink abt it, den wont happen le ma. and i didnt tell my parent abt wat happen coz they dunnno i workin as pump attendant. so as not to let them worry. i will plan properly for my trip and money and my wk to be busy and money too..

well last to say HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE.hope everyone smooth with everything. thank for seeing my blog.

Posted by Ah Jac at 12:20 AM