Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Back to real life

^_^ well me didnt work at the cafe. coz of their management probs. i feel unlucky. Today i go swimming with my sis. me really didnt swim much.hehe juz wanna sun tan. Haha. i have been thinkin wat to do. i trust wat my uncle say is right. my dream going to oversea is not a easy thing. i should work hard to get there. not juz sitting down here daydreamin,playing com, n also do thinking. I should get back to real life not in a daydreaming day. Wat my frenz say is right too. i should not stay at home do nothing juz only the day going to sch and workin on wkend.i should find a job to earn money. my frenz tell me to go hotel work part time. to get experience and easy to get job at cafe,restaurant and bakery shop. I really wanna go but i'm scared. i'm so idiot man.
i should find a job no matter wat.

Yesterday we have our bread showpiece and sandwiches. i do the sandwich is complicated and i ask my frenz do one is more nicer than mine.Haha i feel sad, but i learm it from tat. Yesterday nite, i eat supper with my frenz. she treat me eat fried hokkien mee and another plate of seafood. very nice and i like it. i feel bad she keep on treatin me eat. i should find a decent job to treat her eat nice food.=) And i tell her abt my past. she's the first person i tell her. Well she say shouldnt tink abt the past so much. juz keep on going and tink abt the future. coz i'm not young le. haha.. well i have pics of my sch. but i'm lazy to upload. =p next time i'll upload it once for all. hehe.

*Frenz, i hope u dun mind tat i didnt tell my past. I'm very sory coz i dun wanna tink abt this at all. coz it's a scar and bad memory too...

Posted by Ah Jac at 8:32 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008

Wat I'm doing recently

^_^ I'm fine. Well i already start my diploma in baking. I have found a part time job near my school. Well the chef ask me whether i knoe how to do apple crumble or pie, chocolate royal and cheesecake n tiramisu too. I'm speechless. i can only tell is i knoe how to do japanese cheesecake,cheese brownies and apple pie but is different. coz of the base is gotta make the dough and roll it to the size. I did learn it from my school. But I finished is basic in baking. Haiz...Well after tat day interview, i wanna knoe how the apple crumble, cheesecake and other simple dessert is look like and how to do, recipe too. So i go search through youtube, yahoo. Well i wrote it down some recipe is simple.And also write the website which is abt the dessert so can find out more la. but i didnt really do it in my home. Well i ask my classmate who is chef too. she tell me the simple dessert which i dun knoe at all. Lolz... But the dessert i found can be change. I did write the recipe down. I hope i can use it in this new workin with a new creation. I'm now tryin my best to search more different dessert.

Tonite i tell my parent about going oversea when they say didnt see me cant sleep,coz i'm going out with my frenz after workin on this sun.so will go eat and also drink too.Yeah!but my mum doesnt give me much money.OH die die la.will kanna scold by my frenz.My mum is holdin on to my bank account.i'm 21 only have ic and house key but no freedom too.I'm not everytime come home late.I knoe they worry i'm not enough sleep.but i use to it.and somemore mon is my first day workin. i'm more cant sleep man.so i rather drink some beer or alcohol to make me feel comfortable and relax. Haiz..they dun understand my feeling. only knoe my attitude, but dunno how my feeling is.Tat's y i never tell them how is my feeling and thinking. i only tell my uncle.he know how to say me right and wrong thing is. i never tell my parent tat i really wanna go oversea to work,learn, see ingredient which i'm never seen.Juz only tonite, i tell them le. well i know going oversea is needed money. i decided to learn more new items n ingredient from my classmate n internet too. First country i wanna visit is australia,i tell my classmate abt my thinking so she suggest me is australia,the currency is around the same as singapore currency.she tell me abt her brother going there to work. salary is much high.but my thinking is moving on to another country after i earn enough for next trip. I will send money back to my parent. I never forget them.I need some guidance if i'm going oversea.i i intend to tell my uncle abt my thinking. this is my thinking and dreams to move on. I dun wanna be a workaholic and waste my time in workin like hell. to me, i wanna learn and know and Enjoy too! Yeah!!! But i hope my parent will understand my feeling and thinking.. I feel now it's not the time to tell them how i feel and think. i always keep it to my heart. i also didnt tell my blog too. tat's y it have big gap timin.So juz keep on movin.A new day has come. !!! Jia You!!! Ho Shu Ling, Ah Jac.

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