Saturday, May 17, 2008

My Graduation of my basic in Baking

This is ally my graduation n i make the cake on tat day n my birthday at sch pic.I make mother's day cake for my mum.I decotrate not nice la. but is my appreciation to her.She's haapy,i'm feel more comfortable.I make vanilla chiffon cake,still success.happy le. Finally i study finish my course. I'm the youngest in this class. All are jie jie, auntie, uncle. My partner is also a uncle. Haha. Well i'm happy tat i know my classmate as my classmate.I'm also naughty too in the class. I learn this basic is wat i learn in my baking shop mostly. nvm ba. Well conclusion is i'm happy to know them.I learn wat's respect to my parent.In the past, i'm not la. Haha. N also abit wat's business is like la. Thank to my classmate
i'm grateful to have them as my frenz.
































Posted by Ah Jac at 8:57 PM

Fear in My Heart

Well i have bad memories in my past. ppl thought i'm a gd gal during workin. but i'm not. i'm purposely do it. parent tell me not.but i do it.i let them sad,angry,heart pain.N let my body left scar. this memories give me a fear tat i always cant forget. I have worries and thinkings in my heart.it might let me get depression. i really wanna forget and overcome it. but i cant.it still come back whenever it let me see the scene seem like my bad memories. Tat wat i always juz lei it be natural. it's best not to tink too much or else white hair will come out alot... =p say like i'm old liao...

Posted by Ah Jac at 8:38 PM

Saturday, May 10, 2008

PLanning for all my things

Well i wanna post it last few days. but i'm lazy. but i have been planning wat to do last few days to plan for my own cake selling it. n my course after no more permanemt workin there.Well i stilll work sat n sun.at least i have plan for my cake. i decided not to study advancing in baking n diploma in baking. i decided to study in diploma in patisserie. Last few days, i have been worry myself tat i will get depression. I have loads of probs in my heart. So i have been thinkin to solve to my prob. In my workin place, i admire this new colleague. He juz like my old self when i'm keen to learn bakin things. His parent is so young and let him grow in a carefree place. No money prob.He's gd at talkin. I dun have.i have make this promise when i have tat incident. I dun dare to talk much. Me have parent too. they are old n still workin for us to live well. I feel bad n guilty in my heart. Tryin my best to help them, my interest is slowly fading away. i really wanna to go around the world, work n earn for my next trip. but i cant. i have my parent to look after, i dun have the money go.i dun have the next planning next after study finish my course.i cant tell my parent wat i'm planning

Posted by Ah Jac at 12:30 PM