I wanna be lonely i wanna be a item tat doesnt need to move,tink, worry, last long forever till it spoil,rust. i wanna be animal tat juz move wherever u wan, juz do wat u wan, wont live long, tat's the end for animal. i dun wanna have this feelin. i wanna go to my house, my room and close the door. i wanna be quiet,no talkin to family, frenz, juz in the room only me, juz only listen to the air,bird outside my window, walkin footstep, dun need to talk. i wanna be like this. but i cant. i have frenz,family,close ppl to me. i can be listener, i dun like talkin. talkin does have funny way,does have hurtin way, does have lame way, does have boring way, does have stuck in the middle way. me choose to be silent way. i hate tat part time job, i should say i still not use to it, cant give up halfway, frenz give me a opportunity to see a new road. i shouldnt do this to let my frenz down. i hate myself like hell. i wanna scold myself to wake up. i drink so much of beer and alcohol end up i'm drunk and feel umcomfortable,vomit out. i'm a fucker. i'm so damn fuck. i dun like this job yet i drink is to forget this damn fuck feelin. next day i work a use to it job, yet test my skill is it i'm gettin faster so can catch up in the new job. i'm now so damn fuck.am i interested or should i say i'm a fucker tat doesnt tink of a plan. ya. so true tat i tell myself i'm a idiot,bastard,SOB,fucker,stupid,lame gal. i'm so fucked up with myself. SOB!!!!! FUCK U-> IS ME. fuck,fuck,fuCK. i'm so damn a fucker. useless fucker fucker now writin this mean i wanna shout out to my blog tat i dun wanna have this feelin in my heart. dun wanna tink tat concern this things. i'M A FUCKER FUCKER, i wanna tell mu blog tat i'm unhappy currently. FUCK FUCK,FUCK HATE MYSELF,FUCKER ME A FUCKER TAT NO BRAIN SLOW THINKER SLOW IN LEARNING,FUCKER TAT ME A FUCKER/. hate it fuck ffffffffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccckkkkkkkkkk this stupid fucker of me, jac aka jackie useless gal in the world, stupid idiot fucker sob of jac.
now i tell u tat i juz write for fun, u dun like this vulgar u can dun read it. sory to let u see this update blog. sorry. thk for ur inconveninence. tat's all sory
Posted by Ah Jac at 1:49 AM
introduction of me...
hihi..my name is jac,21.chi name is shuling.me workin part time at cheesecake shop.study part time diploma in baking.My thinkin N dream is going oversea to work,learn,study,realize.I'm sory and feel bad to let my parent worryin me.
My Tagboard:)miss me juz tell me n i will know it..haha..feel free to tag anything..