Wednesday, August 13, 2008

I'm sorry

Today one msg from a frenz, i realize and doing a reflection of myself. Well i'm feeling bad and wrong. I was tinkin wat i have done wrong. But i did wrong again. This time i hurt this frenz and another frenz. Today i wanna apologise to my frenz tat i have hurt their feeling, I'm sorry.

I wont repeat this mistake again. I dun wanna this to be repeat wat i have done wrong in the past. Tat's y i dun like to talk so much coz will happen bad things. Sometime i speak it out tat doesnt come from my brain. So this thing will happen will let me tink of the past. Tat's y i dun like to talk. I will talk when tat's needed. or else i will keep silent. I hate my past. I dun like ppl to know my past. Only my ex and i seem to knoe wat things have happen. THIS PAST HAS HURT ME ALOT. LET ME HAVE A BIG SCAR IN MY HEART.

I will once again closed my heart in a cold room for a certain time, till every thing is back to normal le, i might or might not come out this cold room. coz I'm belong to a lonely world tat's my only place i can go. will let me feel peace and no stress, no thinking.

I dun understand some of my best frenz well coz i didnt talk much abt it. well they knoe me coz i'm easily get bully and tink every person say is right. I'm still havent grown up and clearly wake up yet. I'm sorry to my best frenz and frenz.

I'm sorry to tat frenz. So u see my post, pls dun ask abt my past. I hope u understand. I write this on the blog is to apologise u. i dun have so much frenz read. so it's alrite to write here. If i write here u dun like, u msg me, i will edit it once i c ur msg

Abt the gal i like is at my workin place area, i will slowly chase her ba, well we do talk but not much so this thing need time ba. but might not success ba coz my feel to her will gone too. hard to say.

Once i apologise to my frenz for saying word tat hurt her, i hope u will forgive me...

Posted by Ah Jac at 6:11 PM