Thursday, August 7, 2008

i dont like myself

Me hate daydreaming all the time, it wont dream come true ba. i hate myself being lazy all the time. i dun have tat motivation to do wat i wan. i hate daydreaming. during sch, i say bad words to a guy who let my frenz see his donut with bad words. i dunno why i say it to him juz for her. I still make frenz with him juz not to make trouble. i cut my hair short the next day, my hairstyle juz look abit man lor. i didnt mean to cut short.it's juz tat the hot weather lol.I make a mistake tat day, my mood juz go down to 0%.AHHH!!!! i'm might crazy lol....

but i feel uncomfortable with the guys. i dun like ppl makin fun is juz tat funny. i juz dun care who makin with who.N i dun have 'an quan gan' on guys. it's juz happen to be my past make me feel uncomfortable I hope i can forget my past juz to keep on moving with a new goal.

actually i have phone number to call for job interview. but i havent call.. i'm lazy tat's true, tat why i hate myself so much. Well this gal let me have a image of her, i shouldnt like her. i'm tryin to have a distance between me n her. but let me always have smile when she doin cute things. tat's make me cant forget. juz keep it as a memories ba. Even she's the one, i also cant. coz i cant match with her. well i hope i can make this bad habit go away.

Posted by Ah Jac at 12:38 PM